Tuesday, December 16, 2008~9:52 PM
feeeeee-yoooo. i have been rushing 3 projects for the past 2 weeks and i am almost half dead. i have another 4 more to go. i'll definitely be dead by then. things have been great these few days. late night movies 2 nights in a row. gracehaven musical and alot more chilling.
friday i was in town with didi mel luke and dax. had fun with them. went over to chill at marriott's bar for some beer while di and luke went to the movies. head to holland v for dinner. poker and dai-dee in fab's car while waiting for the couple. we had dinner at this mexican place. nice food. =)
saturday was gracehaven's thanksgiving musical night. it was great. love the hand mime. its awesome. then movies after that. watched nick and norah's infinite playlist. nice show. sunday was church and then i went home to bum around and out to the movies with di honwah ben and gopal. watched twiling. i love it!!! its super super duper nice! my hot vampire boyfriend! i want edward cullen as my vampire boyfriend!!! hehehe.
went over to di's place at about 5 and we were talking on the bed till we fell asleep and had a hard time waking up to go to school for projects. =( town again this time is with di mel and chloe. chill with them for a while before i went back.
quoted from mel's blog: Bimbo moment ahead... {do not proceed if you can't take bitchy complaints. but you might wanna read through it if you wanna guess who that person is.}
here is goes.. feeee-yoooo. i kinda dont really like this B in class. she is nice at times but then at times she just is not. she's trying to get all the attention by telling everyone this and that and half of it are so untrue. in the end she will be covering lies after lies. i see that there is nothing she can get by doing these except covering all the exposed lies in the end. which makes you even more fake? (haha. i cant find another word to replace fake. in the meantime i'll just use that.) by doing all these people go "ya.. ok.. or ohh.." no one will take what you say seriously.
furthermore what is the use of having so much material goods and showing off to everyone and not really enjoying the company of your friends you have. its not all about saying those hurtful stuff to make yourself satisfied. by putting people down with spiteful comments will not make you look better nor by bitching behind or in front of someone will make you look better. in fact, all those bitching and putting people down goes to show how shallow you are and neither it will boost your ego. all this just shows your insecurity.
i also dont see a need to cry and win "votes" over. that is so primary school stuff! dont go about with those underhand methods just because you feel that you should be in his/her place. and trying very hard to be the best in everything also wont bring you anywhere.. once people know that you are like this they will just give in to let you win. which is so pointless because they are so used to all you shit and cant be bothered. so just grow up. i mean everyone is not perfect and we have to accept people as who they are. there isnt a need to do such things to fit in. just be yourself.
woahh. i wrote so much. even if i have to tell all this to that person i will do so and it will not be the first time letting her know all this because i really think she is a nice person to hang out with.
okay, i am super tired and there is this funny smell in the chalet. =( ok. i'll stop here. i've sinned alot because i have been a bitch. =(
