wow. i've been missing for more than 2 whole months. alrighty update time. =)

let me see.. actually its nothing much. school as per normal, going out till late on the weekends, church on sat evenings and sunday mornings, never ending projects and ICAs, more studying and burning of midnight oil... yeah.

i'm suppose to study now. yes. now. because i have an ICA tomorrow and its my birthday (and erika's and serene's birthday as well) i'm slightly not in the mood to study. perhaps i'll just wait till 12am and its no longer my birthday then i will get my heads under those books.

anyway. since i'm blogging and i'm a very happy kid, i want to thank everyone for all the wishes be it in person, sms, faceboon, msn, over the phone or other means. =D and those who celebrated my birthday. and all presents i got. especially the hello kitty. haha. alrights. i really should study now. hahaha.



future updates will subject to availabilty. hahaha.
i said i'll blog again, and here it is. i've been at church for the weekend. YP Retreat. overall its not bad. i did learn stuff and enjoyed myself too. just abit lacking of sleep at the moment. its mother's day today. =) i want to thank my mum for putting up with all my nonsense. haha.

i have tutorials not done, my room not packed and lots of stuff to do. i guess it will be a busy week ahead unless i'm lazy to move my bum.

alrighty. i will go sleep now and wake up early to do some of my tutorials. =)
my first friday for this semester with no lessons (last week was a public holiday so it is not counted) and i can sleep in no matter how bright the sun shines. waking up to instant noodles and warm chocolate cake with chocolate ice cream. lastly sitting by my study table with a book to read and my laptop playing all sorts of oldies. what a nice day to myself. haha.

will blog again. i'm lazy to go on further. heh.
finally i've decided to blog. i'm like constantly tired and always lacking of sleep. which is not good for me at all. been sleeping at every chance i can. really. lol.

anyway today is mummy's birthday. Happy Birthday Mummy!!! =D lots and lots of love! =)

my attachment ended about 2 weeks ago. definitely will miss the people there. so far school's been alright. i 'm trying to make sure i am not lagging behind in my school work but so far its still the same old me. trying to change my bad habits.

oh and this cute song is stuck in my head since last night. hahaha. abit of what i'm feeling right now. not the whole song though.

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone
I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can't do it alone
I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can't do it alone
I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show




time to do tutorials!! and its 12am. nice.
seriously damn bloody pissed right now. i feel like screaming my lungs out. arghhhh. some people(s) are seriously idiotically dumb please. wonder where did their brains went to. most probably kept in the butt or something. furthermore i am already trying to refrain myself. if i were to keep it in me any longer, i would seriously burst.

i need comfort food. although i already had some last night with a bunch of lovely girls and some girl talk including today's short talk in the nursery room without food. but still. i need comfort food now. like seriously now. i dont have chocolate ice cream nor sausages from the philippines but i do have maggie noodles and some tiramisu to comfort myself. seriously it totally spoiled my mood for the day and perhaps the next.

i want nice friendly neighbours! i want more comfort food accompanied with girls talk. i want stayovers. i want movie-ing on friday nights. i want crazy talk in the nursery. i want aunty meng's comfort food. i want to hang out at carls junior or the kembagan coffee shop. i want feel the madness while i drive when i cant. i want to go out for joy rides because i cant drive for nuts. i want to sheesha even i know its bad. so if you know that you are the above people who are familiar with all these. please ask me out before i die of anger or something. seriously reached my max limit.

this is shitty la. sorry God for swearing in my mind and said some aloud even though i didnt swear out here. but i know You will not give me more than what i can handle. so this is not that bad right? sorry for this outburst, but i'll promise to practice more self control. hah.







and now i feel slightly better after some tiramisu. =)
just one month and loads of things happened. realized quite a few stuff that has been happening around me.. oh wells. shall not talk about it.

fat boy isnt fat boy anymore. apparently its a she. not a he. =( she became a mummy on the 31st march 2009 with 6 cute little kid. although they looked kinda naked when i first saw them now they look much better. damn. i thought she was a he all along. =( i'll still love her. and make sure she exercises after her kid are big enough to be separated.

my samsung phone died on me for the second time. sheesh. its super annoying please. and i have not send it for repairs. hopefully i will get it done this week or something. so that i dont keep asking or thinking who messaged or called me if its some number i cant remember at all.

i have gone through 7 weeks of IPP and 3 more weeks to go before the end of this whole thing. super glad. i've switched from property to motor. been busy all day for the past two weeks. and there's 4 temp staff plus one intern for that department. which is quite handful of us in one tiny room.

oh ya. i was at nick and co's chalet all week. so i was very tired during work as i was either at work or at the chalet with very little sleep. overall it was alright. i guess i shall stop here. updates another time when i feel like blogging.
looks like i've lost the momentum of blogging. entries are getting lesser and shorter each time. seriously. i havent been myself lately. i guess it affects everyone around me. =( i'll end here for now.


i want to go for a spin..

Sylvia;
19th July;
eightteen;
NanYang Poly


a new lappy;
nice cute pink or purple girly stuff;
learn the piano or violin;
more money to go shopping;
more wishes =)




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